Showing posts with label Nutramigen Lipil. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nutramigen Lipil. Show all posts

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Baseline, Beautiful Baseline!

The beginning of August we started Elianna on Nutramigen AA, the amino acid based formula in the category of what the pediatric nutritionist referred to as 'liquid gold'. Within 24 hours her stools changed entirely and within 3 days she was no longer vomiting for the first time in her life. We had seen such improvement with the first switch to formula that we had no idea we could see what is referred to as 'baseline'. We were excited beyond belief. We were happy. And it was great news to provide more answers to her puzzle. End of post :)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Moving Forward

At this point we were giving Ellie peaches, nectarines and blueberries, but we had not correctly trialled them. She no longer received a spoon and would only eat things that she could feed herself. This drastically limits options at 12 months old when there are texture issues. She would not touch anything, and she was also teething (seriously inconvenient when dealing with FPIES).

We had been feeling financial strain from co-pays, formula expense, time off of work, and medical bills. Deep down I knew I needed to put her on the more expensive Elemental formula to see if there was improvement, but her intake was increasing and we were talking an average of $45-$60 a can. Something was going to have to change. We were at the cross-roads, and I was not convinced we could do it financially. I expressed my thoughts to my new mom-friends online. I was looking for any insight to get the insurance company to cover Ellie's formula, and thoughts on moving to the prescription medical grade formula. One of the mom's offered to send me 7 cans of the Elemental formula Nutramigen AA. For the full amazing story click 'here'.

For an explanation of the different formulas click 'here'.

In the meantime I took Ellie to her next GI appointment on the morning of her first birthday. He has amazing patience and fantastic listening ear. We recapped her symptoms and discussed the new ones:
-reflux since birth, even in hospital had to be addressed by nurses
-fussy and seen for colic
-snotty clogged nose since birth
-upper respiratory issues
-can not hold her facing out with arm pressure on her belly or she will vomit
-never had a completely solid stool - always diarrhea and liquid
-always had sensory focused personality - sensitive to touch, likes soft, etc. hates dirty diapers, wont eat if diaper is wet, etc
-change from breastfeeding to formula meant more alert happy baby but no change in stools
-history of crying and pain

recent changes:
-straining at time to poo even if diarrhea. acts in pain, constipation.
-stool smells acidic and burns her butt sometimes
-vomit has changed to be partially curdy
-stool often has two separate ‘stages’, a liquid stage first, and then a goopy solid portion 15+ minutes later
-horrible breath
-lots of hands in the mouth for sucking and putting things back until she gags
-no solids - periodic peach juice or smashed blueberry - yet stool stays same diarrhea
-spends the night fussy and up often after having any food
-often still just randomly chokes up stomach acid, but less projectile vomit

Our pediatric GI agreed it was time to look further. The radiologist had concern for colitis in her upper intestines, but the GI was not overly concerned. He said there would be more visible evidence in her stool (bleeding). It was time to take an internal look. He conducted a rectal scope and biopsy (happy birthday Ellie). The rectal scope looked great. Everything seemed to be in her upper intestines. He gave orders for stool sample tests and said to work on collecting them while waiting for the results of the biopsy. He recapped FPIES versus EE, and the idea that her specific problems could be in her esophagus. He mentioned a concern for sugar intolerance which he said was a secondary issue to FPIES, and why she could still be having trouble with the fruits. When I asked about Nutramigen AA (the formula being sent by the other FPIES mom) he said it was not one that he kept in the office, and the he would prefer she be on one that was designed more for a toddler nutritionally.

We left the appointment with instructions to try the elemental formula, samples of Elecare, a new reflux medicine, three large bags of stool sample kits, and instructions to wait for results of these additional tests. I took a deep breath, lots of notes, and made final preparations for Ellie's first birthday party in two days.

Hello FPIES, Goodbye Life As We Knew It

And so came and went the last week of July 2010. I spent this week moving between the stages of helplessness, frustration, and anger. I was grieving. After a couple of days reflecting on the appointment with the allergist, I was determined that my new life of advocating had begun and it was time to hit the internet for resources. I spent hours upon hours, late at night researching FPIES in hopes of determining if it was indeed the appropriate diagnosis and trying to understand what it meant. How in the world could an infant not eat protein? What exactly is food protein? The questions were limitless (and still are).

A great friend suggested I try facebook and Baby Center for resources, and I hit the jackpot. Who would have guessed? Not I! What I found were other moms desperate for answers. Some were worse than Elianna, terribly worse. The information was overwhelming and came rolling in by the encyclopedia full. These moms knew way more than the doctors. The reality of the diagnosis was setting in, as well as what it meant. I looked back at the last year and realized I had never really stopped to let it soak in. We have a special needs child. And the next week was her first birthday.

In the middle of all this I was planning a birthday party, which I soon discovered to be FPIES style and very common. No cake. No ice cream. No treats. No way to blow out a candle and no cute pictures of smashing the icing. I decided, most reluctantly, to embrace our new situation, and a 'fruit theme' it became. I poured over invitations, decorations, and gift ideas in an effort to make it a special day for her in spite of her condition. And I cried. No cake. No ice cream. No candle. I cried again.

I think this is probably a major transitional time for most FPIES families. It is when the reality hits if it hasn't already. For some reason the pediatric community sees 12 months old as being some magical age where 'real' food can be introduced and breastfeeding or formula no longer becomes as critical. Children are expected to begin eating, sitting at the table, and joining in. And they know. They want it, they reach for it, and they can't have it. This was affirmed by my visit to the allergist.

I neared the end of this reflective week. I had spent hours on my knees praying, as well as on the internet researching and making connections. My conclusion: FPIES it is, and not knowing was not acceptable. I made a return appointment for the GI where I knew someone was on my side. And I pleaded for help from a small handful of women I now 'knew' from the internet. I started a written medical journal for Ellie, going back through the last year and documented what I could. I wrote a summary of symptoms and changes, and then wrote a list of recent changes and current symptoms. What became clear is that she was not well. We had seen improvement with the change to Nutramigen Lipil, but we had not seen what I now know is called 'baseline'. She refused food because it meant pain, and we could not move forward. I had to make a plan because I could not sit and wait for the allergist who had never called. Life as we knew it must change whether we liked it or not - and I guarantee, none of us liked it. Now if we could just figure out how to move forward.

Meeting the Allergist

My feeling of urgency was not reciprocated by the allergist referral process. It took several weeks to actually get an appointment and get in to see the allergist we were referred to. I was extremely nervous, and had no idea that this would begin my journey of researching and advocating. About one month later we headed to our appointment with the allergist, and it did not go as I had hoped.

It was a very difficult appointment. We waited an extensive amount of time in the waiting room, and then even longer in the patient room. When the doctor finally came in he barely stood still while talking and then exited the room in a hurry. He definitely hit one of my pet peeves - giving the impression that I had to talk fast enough to get it all in before he was gone or had decided not to listen anymore. He stood and read Ellie's file while in the room with us and asked questions about the GI's notes which(incorrectly)said that banana and rice were ok. He said this didn't make sense and he needed to talk to the G.I. and declared that we were going to do prick testing.

I at least saw this coming, because I have a history of IgE allergies and some severe food allergies. I have had my share of prick testing.

My response to the allergist was: I am familiar with prick testing as I have many of my own severe IgE allergies. 20 years ago when they drew my blood and sent it to UCD to study I was told they did not know much about food allergies and that prick testing was not helpful. I assume they know more now?

His response to me: Hmm. No. Not really. There is a lot we don't know and not much has changed in the last 20 years. The nurse will be in in a minute.

And out he went. Nurse came in. Prick testing completed and Ellie reacted to NOTHING. Not a single one. (tested for: milk, almond, cod, soy, rye, oats, barley, white potato, chicken, apple and the control)

Back in came the allergist. He wants to do patch testing next to see if we can find any leads. He needs to talk to the G.I. He will communicate with me over email or phone. He recommends we wait until she is a year old before proceeding with anything. He looked at the list from the G.I. and pediatric nutritionist. Do not trial apples. Pit fruits only. Start with peaches, apricots, nectarines. He gave me a handout on allergies (IgE) and allergic rhinitis, a handout on dietary restrictions for control of gastroesophogeal reflux that had no helpful information, and a handout with instructions for APT (patch testing).

I was extremely overwhelmed and over saturated. The appointment seemed scattered, rushed, and did not provide any helpful information or answers. The word 'FPIES' was never said, nor a diagnosis of any kind. Continue Nutramigen Lipil formula, wait until she is a year, try pit fruits first, and wait to hear from him.

As he ran out of the patient room we were sitting in I stopped him and asked about the insurance company paying for the formula if she has a diagnosis. He laughed a most irritating scoff, and said 'Have you been watching the news? Insurance wont pay for anything right now.' And walked off.

Monday, October 18, 2010

That Fateful Appointment

Nearing the end of June we headed back to the GI doctor for Ellie's blood test results and hopefully some answers. What we discussed:
Only on Nutramigen Lipil. She licks foods but most of the time will not eat them and is becoming more and more disinterested. Trigger foods result in vomiting and non-bloody diarrhea and then resolves. Foods tried included sweet potato, rice, banana, wheat products, barley, butternut squash.

I was unable to tell him if she cried more or less at any point because she had cried since birth with no visible pattern. She also slept at odd intervals and was completely unable to get on a schedule, so I could not address that as well. On occasion she did have low grade fevers that appeared at the same time as food exposure.

Blood test results showed mostly normal but some things on the low side. She showed negative to celiacs, and all IgE tests (RAST) came back negative except for a slight peanut. (I found out later that these tests were not very accurate anyway since she has to have eaten the foods for her blood to respond).

He disappeared to discuss with the pediatric nutritionist and then returned. "There is this very rare condition..." he began... "we have only seen a few"...."less than 3% of children"...."FPIES"...."I want her to see an allergist for a second opinion"...."no way to diagnose except by symptoms and process of eliminating anything else it could be"...."we dont really know"...."not a lot of info"...."there is another option for formula we should try"...."stop giving her foods for now"...."establish a plan with the nutritionist"..."here is a copy of the most recent study done"...

WHAT? WHAT was he talking about? Less than how many kids? They don't KNOW anything? This was not what I had wanted to hear. June. 2010. My Ellie is 10 months old and nearing her first birthday. No WAY. Something called FPIES? Food protein? She cant have protein? Rice has protein? So do green vegetables? All food? I just did a lot of nodding and repeating. The plan? Start with the least allergic foods with the lowest levels of protein, preferably all organic. Start with apples, apricots, plums. Nothing else. Keep with the Nutramigen Lipil. Soon she will be a year and we can try other options. And here is a referral to the allergist.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Something Still Not Quite Right

Ellie's continual discomfort and vomiting made me uneasy. I should take the time to mention that we are not talking spit up, or normal baby vomit. We are talking projectile, curdled, and large quantities. Doctors said it should get better when she started solids because it would weigh things down...such as stomach acid. Hmm. I began to research the introduction of solid foods and discovered that other countries don't share the perspective we have here about delaying foods, and in fact, the American Association of Pediatrics is considering revising their standpoint. This discovered, coupled with wanting to stop her vomiting and pain, and with the need for sleep, I dove into the introduction of solids for Elianna.

I did not take good notes during this phase because I had no idea there was a need. I grabbed all the traditional first foods and went for it, not expecting to hit a curve ball. We tried, rice cereal, oat cereal, sweet potatoes, avocado. She received the spoon well at the beginning, but after one or two tries of any food she would clamp her mouth shut and refuse. And the vomiting! It got worse and worse. For about 4 - 6 weeks I attempted to get some food into Elianna. Her stool became horribly green and disgusting with a bizarre acidic smell. Her butt burned within minutes if I didnt change her diaper right away, and she began throwing up within minutes of eating. About 6 weeks into trying food I attempted banana. Like most of the other foods, the first one or two times seemed ok. But by about the third try she was vomiting. Banana?! Really?? At this point I knew I must be nuts. How could any baby be vomiting, crying, and screaming after eating sweet potatoes, rice cereal, or banana?? Something was wrong.

I decided that maybe she had celiacs. I gave her oat cereal instead. Nothing worked! I headed back to the GI yet again and this time I expressed my frustration and concern. I want her tested for Celiacs, I declared. The GI agreed, saying that he had doubt and that we needed to start aggressively eliminating what could be wrong. Keep her on the Nutramigen Lipil, and do some tests.

(Note: She continued to gain weight and grow, staying above the 90th percentile at all times. This alone baffled the doctors and I believe continues to be a struggle for us. Oddly, her outer appearance does not match that of her inner, so 'proving' she is sick has become an issue at times. I felt there were small signs such as sunken, dark eyes and puffy body features but nothing that got attention. But more on that later)

After our appointment with the GI we headed down to the lab where vial after vial of blood was drawn from Elianna. I couldn't believe the amount they had to take!

Our fantastic GI spent much time communicating with me over email and phone. And back in to his office to discuss the results.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

What is Nutramigen Lipil?

It occurred to me that many might not know about Nutramigen Lipil. The GI explained at our first visit that there were two additional 'levels' of baby formula, in addition to the regular over the counter formulas that you see. The first level can be purchased over the counter, and consisted of partially hydrolyzed dairy protein. The (cow) dairy protein was cut into shorter chains for this formula which makes it easier to digest and 'hypoallergenic'. It runs between $20 and $30 a can. One of these formulas is Nutramigen Lipil.

The second level of formula is prescription, medical grade, and amino acid based. In this formula the (cow) dairy protein is completely broken down to individual amino acids so that there is no digestion needed. These formulas can only be obtained from the manufacturer, through a pharmaceutical supply company, or perhaps on amazon. They range from about $40-$50 a can. These are Elecare, Neocate, Nutra, or Nutramigen AA.